its been a while

 its 2025.

things changed.

People changed.

The boys grown up very fast.

I'm still here. I probably have changed as well. 

hello! its 2022!

 omg! firstly im not sure if I can still login to this page. thank god I still can.

there's so many things to jot down here, again, as a journey diary for the boys to read. 

its not today. 

but hey! al ammar already 21 years old this year.  Time flies so fast. 

not well

I think I am not well.

but I am too busy to go for a medical check-up.

or maybe I am well, it just that I am getting old + fat.

But what if I really not well?

2020

omg! my last post was in July. and I forgot this blog password.

promise to actively blog this year. Yes, one of my endless reso for this year.

Get a life!

serabut tahap max

Saya nak berdoakan agar saya berjaya melalui minggu ini dengan kesiuman yg still intact by Friday.

Calendar minggu saya penuh macam biasa, bezanyer ada pelbagai uncommon event yg perlu saya lalui.

Bismillah. Semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusan saya..

changes & decision

there are long the journey in your life you have to make a big decision.


although i did not experienced this many times, but i had recent situation that i need to make up my mind.

being me, making up my mind usually contributed more than heart and head.


making some judgmental calculation in head, the final decision always following my heart.

this time friends are leaving for good. either for better offering or for better lifestyle (according to them yg pencen awal).


i am again in a junction, to follow them (either ways) or to stay.


i believe i made up my mind.


i will be staying put.

running faster and hoping things get better.

because i believed no matter where you are (which company r u serving) there's always one small junction (usually not visible) for you to follow.


i choose that.


staying put but do more.


wheather or not i will get the similar outcome by end of the time (salary increase/ promotion etc), i just don't know. but one thing for sure, i'll selected my junction to follow.


if one day, the others get them, but not me, AT LEAST, i know i did tried that safe small narrow junction.

because the are also possibility, the one who choose the big junction will fail. that one i dont dare to be.

salah

semakin banyak kerja, semakin laju habiskan kerja, tetapi semakin banyak kesalahan di lakukan.  Affect kepada kesalahan yg di buat pulak bukan calang2..

adohai norizah.